Last minute wish list...

It's ok, I know I have run well and truly out of time, but thanks to Karren and Jenny I still have time for a really quick last minute request...

So here it is; 

Small wish list: 

# Hand-made string friendship bracelet (I love those types of sentimental gifts)

# A hand made card with a really awesome picture on it from an art magazine. 

# Some thing from you (anything little that can be hung by string) so I can add it to my roof of mobile memories...>>

# Some jewelry from an op shop, they always have awesome little trinkets. 

# A pencil case, old or new I dont mind, but you have to write a message on it.

Big wish list: 

# A new puppy called Ginger. 

# To one day met my Edward Cullen.

# Have an awesome picture to add to my wall of unusually sized artworks (it's an expensive work in progress). 

# Acoustic quitar 

# Everyone to have a little gift this Christmas, everyone deserves to have some one care enough to get them something, no matter how small. 

Ok, there you go.

Enjoy. 

Lifeless today =/

I know I haven't been a very social blogger at the moment, I don't really have an excuse either.

 I'm quite ill at the moment, I have an excruciatingly sore throat, so I can't talk to anyone because it hurts so much. I couldn't even call my boss to tell him I couldn't come in today, I had to get my boyfriend to call for me. 

I feel like my head is in limbo at the moment, I'm not happy about anything in particular. I have had some doubt about my relationship with Ryan, but I'm not going to do anything rash, I still love him to death.

 But I'm not feeling at 'home' anywhere at the moment, my home just feels like it's a temporary settlement for the time being, Ryan's house is cold and small, plus his mum is there and I can't stand her... she can never seem to be pleased with anything anyone does for her, and then she complains more when one little thing doesn't go her way. 

I found out that I got an A+ for my year 12 art folio, boo-yah! Thats a great thing in my favor, means I don't have to worry about my results for that exam too much, because it only counts for 30% of the mark 

:D

All I have been doing over the past few weeks is reading, working and sleeping. 

 I have a confession, when I read, and if it is an exceptionally good book or series, I have a tendency of throwing myself heart and soul into the novel, and wishing I could just slide myself into the story and only exist with in those pages. This only really works with fantasy as you could probably assume. 

 I haven't actually admitted that little hidden desire with anyone before, everything seems easier to admit on this, knowing that everyone who reads my blog liver over in North-America.

Ok, that is all for now.

Sorry that there isn't any exciting pictures to show you, I look and feel horrible at the moment. 

Thank you for showing a glimmer of interest to this post if you actually read it :)

xo

Then there was 2...

SEX!

That got your attention.

Yes, I'll finally have enough money to get a car soon!

Yes, I now have two jobs.

My original job I get paid $10 an hour to run the whole shop on my own, this is at the average doughnut joint where I work with really awesome I get paid $15 and hour and was dishes. We also have a beautiful staff lunch, where we eat all the delicious foods they make for the customers and we get a glass of wine to wash it down. 

I was tasting wine all day, getting to know the different personalities of each bottle. 

 It was wonderful! 

Today I went to Ryans Aunty and Uncles house for a pre christmas lunch, because his cousin is going away for Christmas, so this was for him.

It was a great day, getting to know his family a little better. They go into detail so much, I felt a little uncomfortable. But that's how different families roll I guess.

 Then on the way home (an hours drive) I had some practice driving, nearly wiping everyone out on the round-abouts a few times. I need to learn to change gear before entering them.

His turn to meet everyone at Christmas time in Sydney. We will be driving up. I love road trips! 

Peace x

Update #1.

- Oh, I also got a new skirt today.

Very happy, it's a 1960's floral wrap around 

XD

- I now have six wonderful followers, and in our little blogging community we happily converse with one another. 

Last night I went to my best friends house to help her recover from not having her boyfriend in the state. 

Turns out she rudely talk on the phone to him all night (she talks to him 5 hours a day usually because he lives in Sydney. She couldn't even have one night to hang out with a mate), whilst I was banished to the couch and had to watch TV. When I could have been in my own boyfriends arms. Selfish bitch, I hopes she chokes on the phone cord. 

Ok, that's all the venting I needed to do.

Name Two things that absolutely terrify you, that you don't openly admit to people, due to the growing sense of embarrassment about the situation. 

I want to see how far this gets, so do the same on your blog.

Just a little social experiment of mine =]

For me:

- Aliens! I am absolutely petrified of the idea of aliens. I can recall a few situations where at night, I would lie so still and barley breath due to the absolute fear of hearing noises out side, thinking they have come, and my house was one of the first hit by them. Even at sleep overs I would freak out (turnes out that they had a serious rat problem). 

- When a family member is late home, or when Ryan drives home late at night from my house, I feel sick with fear about what might have happened to them. If they don't call or reply to a message, that makes me feel even more fearful, almost to the point of panicing, I get myself ready for the call to tell me of their death. 

There you go. Now you think I'm an absolute nut case, it's your turn.

♥  .e

choco churro

I love the Silversun Pickups. They always make me happy, same with The Grates. 

But tonight these artists just don't seem to be making much of a difference. I wont even go near Vampire Weekend, they're too poppy for me at the moment.

I got chocolate in my ear at work today, it was really weird. 

My best friends boy friend hase gone back to his home state, so we just hung out at work, throwing Mcdonalds chips at each other. (Does anyone else like the squishy chips, or is it just me?)

Jade has a tendency to cry frequently, so now it is a little like playing wolf, I just don't react to it so sympathetically anymore. She's been like that since year 7, interesting character none-the-less.

I really want a yellow tooth brush now. 

I'm home again, but I'm not motivated to do anything. My fingers even feel a little weak from typing. Wow, if I put my mind to it, I can really complain a lot. 

I got new underwear today... they are so cute, red and while stripes with lace and red ribbon around the top

 XD

I don't know why on earth I told you that, but I guess I'm just overly open. Plus there had to be one good thing that happened to me today. I didn't see Tom, I'm not at Ryans House. So this will have to be the next best thing. 

I miss not being at Sam's, but I cannot disrespect my mother by self adopting another.

I ate a cheese burger today. I guess I'm no longer a vegetarian  now.

But I will still never eat lamb!

Bahhhhhhhhhh

xo

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

IT'S OVER! 

IT'S OVER!

IT''S OVER! 

I'M FREEEEEEE! 

Hello, one and all, I have been released from the evil clutches of my schooling institution! 

And I was so tempted to do the dropping of the pen 'Looking for Alabrandie' style (it's one of Australia's better movies, if you have never heard of it before).

I also burnt my finger whilst making 2 minutes noodles. 

So, not I'm going to get wasted tonight, and be a normal 18 year old for once.

Question of the day:

"What colour is your tooth brush, and why did you get one that colour?"

May peace be with you.